F$#@ IT ALL

have you ever felt so helpless and close to tears that you just wanted to fall down on your knees in the middle of the road in heavy rain and just feel the rain drenching you to the inmost. not a care abt the surroundings as nothing else matters at that moment.. just you and the ravaging thoughts tearing at your heart from within.. at that instant you realise that there is absolutely no one you can run to at that moment, absolutely no one.. forgive me, perhaps not even God... coz even if you pray... down come the inevitable replies... wait, no, or no reply at all... of course the replies themselves cannot be heard... supposedly only felt. what if you were just imagining the replies. what if all this is untrue.. what if nothing is true..There is a God.. There is a God who died for us... Where is he now ?? where is he now ? Either ways... this is not God's mistake.. so I wont ask him to help.. its my bloody mitake.. every step of the way.. I could have stopped all these things from happening. I could have put an end to everything.. I could have been me and just turned my self away and been coldhearted which I'm so good at doing that theres no one better than me at that... Im not proud of it... but i know its a necessity in my life... you can do anything and i wouldnt so much as let that affect me in the slightest.. but why did i let myself down.. let others down.. screw myself over... ?? Arggghhh...

Fifth Undersea Cable Cut.. Hmmmm

Hmmmm...

Undersea cable owners still won't speculate on cause of cable cuts
Reports are coming in this morning that a fifth undersea fiber optic cable was severed in the Middle East. However, by several accounts, the fifth cable cut is actually a second cut on a different segment of the FALCON cable. How exactly these cables are being cut is still unknown, though Egyptian officials maintain a ship didn’t cause the breakages near the port of Alexandria.
The saga of cut cables and lost bandwidth began on January 23 when the Flag Telecoms FALCON undersea fiber optic cable near the Egyptian port of Alexandria was severed. On January 30 another cable called the SeaMeWe-4 (South East Asia-Middle East- Western Europe-4) cable was cut according to the Khaleej Times Online. Egyptian officials said that a review of ship traffic in the area at the time of the breakage precludes the damage being caused by a ships anchor.
Khaleej Times Online reports that on February 1 another cut appeared in the FALCON cable, which resulted in severe disruption of data service in the Gulf region. The rundown of cut cables in the region includes the FLAG Europe-Asia cable near Alexandria, FALCON near Bandar Abbas in Iran, SeaMeWe-4 near Alexandria, SeaMeWe-4 near Penang, Malaysia, and FLAG near the Dubai coast.
Mahesh Jaishanker executive director of Business Development and Marketing for TeleGeography is quoted by the Khaleej Times Online as saying, “The submarine cable cuts in FLAG Europe-Asia cable 8.3km away from Alexandria, Egypt and SeaMeWe-4 affected at least 60 million users in India, 12 million in Pakistan, six million in Egypt and 4.7 million in Saudi Arabia.”DailyTech reported that the first pair of cables were severed on January 31, followed by a third cut undersea cable on February 4, and a fourth cut cable on February 5.

Source -- DailyTech

Microsoft - Yahoo (microhoo)

I am so pissed of with Microsoft's $44.6 Billion bid to take over Yahoo. Just when i thought these B##$#$# were getting tame they come up with something as preposterous as this. The worst part is that Yahoo seems to be thinking about it. When the Yahoo chief resigned a coupla days later, things got even more tense. I mean imaginge.. We,d have a bloody M-Hoo messenger with a combined MSN and Yahoo messenger. Plust the internet traffic etc etc will go trifold for Microsoft. I wouldnt be surprised if google legally challenges Microsoft and opposes the take-over on basis of antitrust violations and all that jazzz... Coz seriously it begins to seem like the whole Microsoft monopolising the PC market all over again only this time, it being the internet. All i can hope and pray for is that mebbe google and apple combine haha.. that wud be fun and a kick in the faces of these ass@#@#@..

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